It's hard to move on

I can hear the waves splashing
As I stand now across the shoreCraving for some more
Days of ecstasy....I tell myself.....
'Sometimes you need to move on
And let go of things...
Things that were someday so priceless
But now it's all a mess....
A voice is all that u hear..
That speaks of untold sufferings...
A moment of joy, a moment of bliss,
A moment filled with peace
Is all that you crave for-
Peace and nothing more
Is what you desire
But that seems to be a mirage now
Lost in the illusions of life.....
The soul weeps ....it laments
The heart repents......
All u can do is but sit 
and watch a part of yourself detaching from you-
Fading away into the darkness.....
Things that were someday so priceless
Are no longer yours.....
You wish to stop and reminisceAbout those moments of bliss...
U wish to be in that state of euphoria again..
Memories are what that shall remain
You can't get those days back
Stability and vision are what you lack.'

As the waves retreat ,I see the horizon-A tint of red, a tint of saffron,
 The magic behind the clouds in action.
I feel the glory of nature,the hidden pain
In my heart,the visible disdain
On my face shows how rough times have been;
"I am done" -this is not what I mean.
I feel the warmth of the golden rays embracing my face;
They are fading....I tread across the shore with a slower pace
Leaving my footprints behind.
I look at the skyline-the setting sun makes me blind;
I stop and turn back..a deserted island with not a single soul
I feel the emptiness, I feel the silence
Despite the echo of the splashing waves..as if I am in a trance
The sun sets...I see only darkness...
 I need to let go of things that were someday so priceless
The moment is gone
I realise I have to look ahead and move on...
But.........
It's hard to move on......
It's hard to move on....